Friday, November 13, 2015

don't let me fall...

Underneath the moon, underneath the stars
Here's a little heart for you
Up above the world, up above it all
Here's a hand to hold on to

But if I should break, if I should fall away
What am I to do?
I need someone to take a little of the weight
Or I'll fall through

You're just the one that I've been waiting for
I'll give you all that I have to give and more
But don't let me fall

Take a little time, walk a little line
Get the balance right
Give a little love, gimme just enough
So that I can hang on tight

We will be alright, I'll be by your side
I won't let you down
But I gotta know no matter how things go

That you will be alright

You're just the one that I've been waiting for
I'll give you all that I have to give and more
But don't let me fall, don't let me fall

Underneath the moon, underneath the stars
Here's a little heart for you
Up above the world, up above it all
Here's a hand to hold on to

You're just the one that I've been waiting for
I'll give you all that I have to give and more
But don't let me fall

You'll be the one that I'll love forever more
I'll be here holding you high above it all





tpos ako pa ngayon pafall?! ikaw jan pafall tpos floor lang pala magcatch sakin! hahaaaay... whatev! atleast may oras ka pa makapag isip isip gang wala pa ko pinas ehehehe if ever u will flake out on me... paki inform ako asap pra kaya ko magdettach from you :)
you still have 32 days hehehe mag isip isip ka na maigi oks?!? :)

Sunday, November 8, 2015

brighter than the rays of the sun

my day was gloomy and a bit heavy this morning... 
until i got these flowers! ayiee
hahaha pacute ako ammpf?! kebs! 
anyway i felt loved today ayieee...
nahappy ako hehe... thanks kid for always making my day brighter than the rays of the sun ayieee... i am not asking God for too much.. but i think He became too much generous for giving me you! umaalden noh? God gave me you?! hahaha anyway twas really nice of you to even think abt giving sumthn and for appreciating my kindness kahit ndi ko naman nafeel na naging kind ako sayo hahaha... i am happy today ❤️ and it's all because of you! huwaaaw!

aldubpamore hahaha ayiee mwaaah!! o cia late na.. gonna grab some sleep!! salamat ulet mwaaahugggss 100x



gloomy day

i kinda feel bad today :(
i dnt knw what is happening to me..
i am hating this feeling..
:(
i have no issue with anyone but i feel sumthn is heavy in my heart...
i hate feeling this :(
please Dear God let it go away :(


guess its better to do what this lady did before.. should i decide to just let go? and just enjoy the ride?! please pretty please give me answers to my questions.. :( sheeesh

Thursday, November 5, 2015

disappointed...

nothin more to say but this...
nakakadismaya.. grrr...
kebs! deads!
balik ako sa level whatever...
😡

when did u start liking me?! 
u answered after the kiss?!?
duhhh!
anu yun?! 
hahaha
oh well.. 
i get it now hahaha
shyet malandi
at nagpalandi ka naman agad agad kasi
hmp ka tlga maling!!
paasa ka pa? eh ikaw nga umasa na like ka nya pero it started pala with the kiss..
lumevel up ka pa without waiting for december.. you said ur taking it slow pero mukang ikaw napadali sa level up hahahaha you are pathetic maling!!! 
eeewww ka!!
anyway will go back to reality...
dnt overwhelm yerself with delusions..
hihi
yeah yeah im comin back to my senses!
will try to go back real quick!
anyway go get some sleep! :) 
umasa ka noh? hahaha
sheeeesh i dnt get it actually..
why??? why dear God haha
kebs!
nytnyt my dear blog! hmp

note to self:

so try not to... okie?! 

okie????!! hehehe okay!
i knw yer a smart girl...
you will get it sooner than later..
hihi


Wednesday, November 4, 2015

you love me?! i love me too... ❤️❤️❤️

you love me? yeee...
i love me too hahaha charot!!
aysusss ginoo...
ndi ko na tlga alam what to say... 
i told you maling to take yer time...
take it slow...
don't hurry... 
madami pa naman panahon  eh....
sana naman dnt make me hurry...
alam ko naman na you know what
i am feeling already eh... will u wait?!
sigurista ka dba?!
so mas normal na mas maging segurista ako... natural mente... babae ako...
mas madaming nawawala sa amin...
and do you ever wonder why tatlo lang
sila?!? because i dnt usually jump in kapag hindi ako sigurado...
anyway i always remind myself to pls pls take some time to assess everything...
to analyze what u really want from me...
and to assess myself if i can make this work...
andami ko naiisip eh...
honestly speaking... i am used to LDR...
if our relationship will be a happy and healthy one... distance will not matter to me... kaso iniisip ko.. if you can make it work inspite of the distance.. if matyaga ka... this will work.. if ur patient enough sa mga crazyness ko this will probably work!! :) ayaw ko magsalita ng tapos but i can be loyal and will never be infidel if this realtionship will be a happy one.. may respeto naman ako sa kapwa ko... ;( i made mistakes from my past.. i knw i am to blame for demanding too much and for not being contented and hence accepted attention from another person.. but i made it right in the end and i resisted it for the longest time.. 
anyway like u told me... 
the important thing is yung future not the past sah?!
anyway i hope and pray na maging sure na sure na ako so u will not wait for too long.. naisip ko kasi i wanted this to work and ayaw ko padaskol daskol... sa totoo
nga prang bf and gf na nga tayo coz i am not like this to any other person na i am not commited with... kulang lang tlga ng label.. jeez... basta please dnt pressure me!! malapit na naman ang december eh... :) i will see you real soon... :) it will be worth it.. just wait!! oks?!! yeee... again i love me too hahaha
now lang ako ulet nagstastart to love myself eh... kapag overflowing na ang love ko sa sarili ko.. that is the time na kaya ko na maglove ng madaming madami sa ibang tao hehehe :) and if God will allow.. malay mo sayo ko ibuhos ang overflowing love from my heart ayieeee!!! :) hahaha

i will love myself first then i will love you too.. pra madaming love ha?!?
just have faith hahaha

mwaaah

lost in space..

errr...
anu na kaya nangyari sayo?! hmm...
u called me around 12pm here but was not able to answer it kasi i was asleep.. actually i am hearing sumone calling but i dnt knw if its you or someone else so i ignored it.. i chose to sleep kasi nga iv work later... but anyway im a little worried now.. coz its 10pm already.. err but maybe u fell asleep.. or maybe u lost ur phone.. or maybe u went sumwer and u drained your battery... just maybe.. errr
oh well... hope ur well and safe... dami kasi masasamang tao sa lansangan na eh :(
will pray na lang na sana yer okay..
grr.. anyway will just try to sleep...
sana yer safe and sana naman msg mko noh if yer safely home or whatever.. errr


Monday, November 2, 2015

dream dream dream...

i don't usually wake up early.. but here i am now.. getting up earlier than usual :( i always dream of something which triggers me to wake up... err... anyway my dream is not that grand.. nothin special actually just a bunch of numbers tho nakalimutan ko na agad.. in my dream was preparing for an exam and someone told me i have to memorize certain values and different formulas... errr but the sad part is i only remember 9 and 11... anything significant abt it?! errr i dnt knw... will nov 9 will be a special day or an unlucky day for me?! errr... anyway doodle some crap on my hands and legs... i knw its not good but what the heck.. errr.. anyway im not in the mood to write.. will probly go get some sleep.. heheh ^^ btw jayson is kinda uhmm nothin... dnt want to comment first...  ;)
will continue writing after my power nap hihi